This

I may have wanted

something more

brutally honest

love affair.

I must have asked

without saying anything,

something more

heart wrenching

tug of each other’s heart.

I must have initiated

something out of your plans,

something,

wasn’t included

to my then plans.

I must have assumed

we will forever

be consumed of fiery,

scorching lovemaking

that we need not anything else…

but this.

It is nothing ordinary,

it is more than

what we can admit,

more than we dare to admit.

it is that line

between our perceived forever

and the society’s take

on something nonexistent

as forever…

Nothing ordinary.

Drunk Poetry Series 7

The light of the sun
doesn’t comfort me
the way moonlight
usually does.

frustrating, since
people usually associate
peace and love with
the radiance of it.

I find it rather boring.
And gloomy.
And long.

I wish for the moon,
it soothes me.
it calms me.

 

 

Drunk Poetry Series 6

Don’t even bother
trying to get there,
you may think you have everything
prepared,
as if everything’s going 
as planned.

I can turn back
and eff you around
and let you wait in
wonder what the hell
just happened.

You don’t have any idea.

Don’t test my
malleability.
i can break.
and i am always
willing to break.

And each shards,
each pieces will be
as painful as memorable
as you can ever imagine.

Go on.
i dare you.

 

Drunk Poetry Series 5

You wanted commitment,
for the rest of your life,
but you can’t even let go
of that piece of my past.

How can you possibly say,
how can you even think
of wanting to believe,
of me believing
you have accepted all of me.

Back to square one.

No compromise,
No effin’ compromise…

Drunk Poetry Series 4

 

 

 

I couldn’t take my eyes
off you.
You with your evil eyes,
your crazy laugh,
your wanton ways
of making me want you.

you drive me crazy,
and surprisingly,
i kinda like it.

Please,do not stop.